Reflecting

So... our class is over, and technically, I guess I don't have to write anything more on this blog. Though, I think I may. I've never been a blogger before this, but there is something soothing about being able to speak frankly and openly on issues that concern me or may face me in the future. I think that a blog is an excellent tool to help a teacher get inside students' heads and let them know what's really plaguing them day to day.
In a high school environment, I can see this as a great tool that students would really enjoy. There are always some risks involved with open internet things such as this, but assuming the right issues were addressed, it could be a great way for students to express themselves. This was a great process and I'm glad I took part.

My greatest fear about becoming a teacher

Sure, many people are afraid of misbehaving students, preparing students for standardized tests, or the horrible possiblity of a student having a pretty intense crush. Those are all fears of mine as well, but nothing scares me more than... getting up early and functioning in class. I am one of those "non-morning people" who cling to their cup of coffee first thing in the morning much like leech to skin.
The reality of the situation is that I am going to have to change my habits, one hundred percent. I will have to become the kind of person able to go to bed at 9:30 or 10 and wake up at 5 or even earlier. The thought of getting up earlier to run has even crossed my mind, I'm usually much more on my toes post-jog. However, that brings on the worry of crashing mid-day.
I know that switching over to a teaching lifestyle is going to be tough. No ifs, ands or buts, I'm not a morning person. But accepting the fact that my hours have to change is the first step, and I'm sure student teaching next spring will be the greatest learning tool I can have.